When I was on bus alone, I had my self reflection. Kinda self reflection. I was listening to 'come back to me' and suddenly, it all rewind. I really really really regret knowing you. Because you didn't brings heaven to me. You are the one that brings disaster like an earth quake to me. But, am just so stupid to keep thinking of you again and again. Can someone just tell me why, he's so difficult to wash away like sand being wash away by water ? What I could do was to keep myself busy all day long. What I could tell myself was that, 'Sherlyn, this year is the worst year ever. Don't worry because, next year will be a better year ...' I just don't have the courage to let it go .... Because, I haven't move on like you do. Some how, it is making me suffocating under the words of sorrow ...